i have officially shifted to livejournal.

http://fartingpuma.livejournal.com

its not that nice though. i'm not that pro at IT u see. yup. but i wont mind if someone can help me with a nice layout. hahas.

=))

she's the one;
Friday, June 20, 2008;

so yah.. nothing has been great. life officially sucks for me now. yup.

and one fact noted.
dreams dont come true.
but...
nightmares do come true.
and it does so the very next day.

whatever.

my life is screwed anyway.

all of you, say whatever you want.
just take it as though i dont exist alright?
if that's what will make all of you happier.

yup. people, just be happy.
for my sake.
cos i just dont know how to be happy in my life anymore.

she's the one;
Sunday, May 11, 2008;

another week has passed.
and another week is coming.
and its going to be really busy and everything.
with physics spa and econs timed pract on monday plus co until NINE, which is freakingly late.
and maths lecture test on tues which i am definitely going to fail like some ass, followed by co sectionals.
co again on wed, even after the track and field meet. i bet i'll be dead by then.
thanks god there's a labour day on thursday when i can finally sleep in. but i bet, i'll be busy memorising for chem prespa the next day.
friday would be another long long day with chem prespa and co until uber late with rehearsals and all.
saturday will start super early and end super late, thanks to the co concert. after which, i would be FREE-ER!!!! oh man. looking forward to that man!!! heehee..

before reading on, if u are on a high note, kindly move on to the 'x' on the right hand corner. i wont want to be blamed for causing any trouble.

i am so confused in what i'm thinking now. it seems as though i am imagining things. i really dont know if i should feel frustrated, angry with myself or even, upset that things have come to this stage.

i just dont understand why is friendship so vulnerable. especially for me, i guess things are worse. my friendships are always problematic that i am beginning to feel that i am the cause of everything.

i guess that sometimes, when some things are done, nothing can be done to change this fact. and its probably impossible to just put it behind us. i would just have to be responsible for the consequences. no matter if i will feel even more upset of even, angry with myself, i would still have to accept it.

but so, there is nothing that i can do to make myself feel better or even, forget about it. i mean, who doesnt want to be ourselves, to always be happy and free without worrying about any other thing, just living the life that we want to live. who would wish to put up a false front and hide in our own shadows, and then only returning home and then hiding in a corner thinking about it? but i guess this is just part and parcel of our lives. and we have to put up with it, whether we like it or not. we cant possibly just let our emotions affect others without any rhyme or reason.

whatever.. friendship are complicated. sometimes, its just so difficult to find someone to confide in completely. its just difficult to open up and speak, no matter how much you want to.

thank goodness. i know that there will always be someone out there who will be on my side, though there is only a little, i believe that that the quantity doesnt matter. its actually the quality that doess matters. yup.. so people.. thanks!

she's the one;
Saturday, April 26, 2008;

what if, one day..
you realise you've become a totally different person.
or if,
you realised the people around you are becoming different?

should you continue to be bothered about it and frown,
or should you smile and pretend nothing has ever happened,
or should you just take it as a misintepretion of the issue?

friendship, is indeed complicated, isn't it?
sometimes, it beats around the bush.
sometimes, its just plain direct.
sometimes, its simple and fulfilling.
sometimes, its complicated and mind-boggling.

when something really occurs,
how should we then react to the situation?

she's the one;
Sunday, April 13, 2008;

i feel like blogging! i feel like blogging!!!

but i dunno what to blog about! ahas.

hmm.. let me think. hmm. today was a short day and after school, i was a nice girl and accompanied with my beloved mama to watch some movie premier at prince theatre. the place is grand and huge, despite the not-so-good quality chairs. hahas.it was the new andy lau show on the three kingdoms. initially, i thot it was going to be a boringggg show, but i was wrong! it was super dooooper exciting from the beginning! the only thing is that its quite violent and bloody, with all the killings and all! in conclusion, NICE MOVIE!!! =)))

things arent just going the way i want it to. but i shant let those thoughts get into me.

sometimes, its just impossible not to offend anyone, isnt it? sorry...

last thing. i hate myself for being so slackish! shit! its already year 2!!! oh no!
BUCK UP, WANCHIN!! BUCK UP!

she's the one;
Wednesday, April 02, 2008;

hmm. it has been so long since i've last blogged.

it's probably cos i am plain lazy! heehee.

but its the holidays so here i am!! =))

everything has been so not-well lately. chinese results sucked. it's so god damn disappointing. whatever. should i retake? but will i be able to cope? hmm. i really dont know. but at least, this incident made me realise who are the ones who really care. =) thanks people!
i love you all THIS MUCH!!!! =)))))))))

hmmm.
the holiday have started. its into the third day of the holiday but i haven started on any work! ok. whatever. what's more is that wed to sat, i'd be in school so my work will be like...... nvm. hahas. i shall just try my best to complete them all! yeah! WE CAN DO IT!!! JIAYOU!!!

anyway, sat had been great. finally, we managed to go K-BOX!!! heehee. it was jeremy's first time there! and he enjoyed it! thanks to us(des, char, ceph and me). heehee. we had so much so much fun! we totally rocked! heehee. the holiday started well, so i hope it would end well too!!! heehee.

more good news!!! no tuition this week. and.... no sectionals for co!!!! its DOUBLE YAYNESS!!!! (as quoted from ah teng) heehee.

that's all for now! i shall get cracking with the huge pile of work staring straight at me!

till then, all the best!!! loves! =)


ps. thank god, there are still people who truly cares. thanks!! =))

she's the one;
Monday, March 10, 2008;

there's only one thing on my mind now.

shit.

when is my voice coming back???
will it stay like that forever?!


NOO!!!!!! i hope not.. rahs.

into the forth week now. =((( i want sing.. sobs..

voice, i love you. i want you back....
=((

she's the one;
Tuesday, January 29, 2008;

i'm bored.

rahs.

bye!!! =)))

she's the one;
Sunday, January 27, 2008;

Life's been great!!

especially if you such a wonderful class like 2607!!!! loves!!!


the THREE hours of break every tuesdays between the last lesson and malay is not wasted away simply. its meant to allow us to BOND MORE!!!! =)) outings every week!!! cool man! heeehee..


also, this bunch of cute litte fellas!! my beloved sweet OG 29 BRONO!!! hahas. first OG outing. yeah!! =))


of course, the times we had together at coand pizza hut!
TRICIA!!! when is our next pizza meal?! and.. u still havent do something huh! hahas. =)


definitely not forgetting CACT-US!!! hahas. love them to bits! lovely and cute.... =)))


our sweet sweet memories! loves. kbox soon!!

today..
mock napfa pre-test for 2.4, inclined, and standing broad jump.
THANKS TO IT. i am now aching at my stomach(for no reason, since 2.4) and legs!
and in my mouth, TWO big ulcers. pain seh! alamak! rahs.

but...
i'm a happy happy girl!! cos mr tong said i've slim down! he thought i lost 5 kg. oh man! love it when people say that lah! hahas. xp


but its damn irritating, someone. someone. rahs!! ahahas..

BLESS EVERYONE!!

she's the one;
Friday, January 18, 2008;

first OG outing for me in JC! hahas.

ODIN BRONO ROCKS!!! teeheehees.

went out with this cute little bunch of people yesterday! they totally rock lah! they made me laugh till my stomach hurts, till my cheeks had "cramps", kept me amused with their magic tricks, and amazed at how perverted the guys and how lovely the girl can be! hahas. =) and they call me ah ma! they said i was old!!!! rahs. hahas. they also know i'm a lu chi and how clumsy i am cos i keep tripping and nearly falling the whole day! oops! hahas..

met some of them at 12 at amk mrt. cos i dint know the way to ecp. oops. hahas. yup. and i was late. sorry people!!! then off we went. then.. uncle told us wrongly. rahs. so we were somehow lost. called brenda. went uo another bus just to stop at the next stop cos that cute mingshan said she knew the way there alr. hahas. yup.. in the meanwhile, that yuhuai told me he was at potong pasir and he dint tell me! made me go all the way to amk! hahas. on out way there in the underpass, we saw this writing : 029. guess we're fated to walk there.
hahas. yup..

then.. we finally reached mac at 1 plus. then.. we ate, talked, laughed and waited for the few dua pai people. then..cycle!!! hahas. but the weather was super bad. so only managed to use only 45 mins or so. rahs. what a waste of money. hahas. but nvm, its the fun that counts! hahas. hmm.. then we walked to the bustop in the rain with some umbrellas. hahas. up the bus we go, then we realised some of them left their ezlink card at the bike shop! ahhas. so blur! omg. hahas. then ben went to BE THE MAN! he ran back alone to get his and the girls' ezlink! runner seh. in the meantime, we sat at the voiddeck like we did in the mph during orientation. with tidbits and drinks! hahas. so cool! xpxp

then we went to suntec. hahas. then to marina then to the rooftop of esplanade! hahas. had a great talk and good time looking at the stars! hahas. highest record. 18 stars! weehs! its damn beautiful! loves! hahas. had crazy talks about relationships, and serious talks about friends as well. aww. and we realised that there's a counsellor among us! ISKANDAR!!! hahas. and we were all starting to book him already! hahas.
hey boy, dont worry, life is going to be alright from now on. you have to be optimistic yah! hahas. =))

yup.. what they said are all correct. to have friends, first you have to accept them for who they are. dont change to be with your friends. if so, you wont feel happy either. if they really are your friends, they will listen to you and company you no matter they like it or not. so yup, its nice knowing that i have a bunch of friends out there who's like that. friends.. true friends whom you can really talk to about anything under the sun.. one is enough. hahas. =))

anyway, brono rocks!

and girl.. u arh. emo-ing these few days huh. i dont know why, but please, i want that cheerul and carefree girl back soon ok! smile! if there's anything in your mind that you have to vent it out, there's someone by the name of wanchin on your phone.. it doesnt take much effort to call this woman. she'll be willing to listen 24-7. yup! so smile girl. your friends love you! no matter what happens!!! hahas.

guess nobody is always happy huh. people, stay cheerful. its only when u're happy that wanchin will be happy!! so smile, everybody!

oh man.. suddenly i miss abi, cyn and tricia!!!! rahs!!! loves!!!

she's the one;
Sunday, January 13, 2008;

lalalah. 3 days of orientation.. it's over just like that. oh man! ODIN ROCKS!!!

ODIN HOT SIA!!! hahas.
BRONO's HOT TOO!! hahas.

these 3 days has been really great, though we were all losing our voice, tired from all the hard work put in to keep the orientation high. hahas. but nevertheless, it was MARVELLOUS!!! heehee. =))

brono was not noisy to start with, neither did it end noisy (probably a little) but yah. it was an honour knowing you people. you all are darn cute!!! with all the dirty talks, laughters, lame jokes, dinner and shopping with your mummy here at NTUC. hahas. oh man! i love you all man! quiet as it may seem, but i guess we all care for each other!! heehee. loves!!!

shit.
school is starting soon.
work undone.
no motivation to start.
rahs!
i'm dead.
hahas.

hmm. i've got something to say! hey my friends out there, i'm truly greatful to whatever you guys have done! hahas. listen to me talk like some idiot ranting, made me laugh, made me smile, made me go wild! heehee. but dont worry, i'm fine. just that suddenly, i feel so blessed with you guys by my side! these few days, some conversation, some simple sweet messages, some calls. they really made me feel that... I'M A LUCKY LUCKY GIRL TO HAVE ALL OF YOU!!! =))

p.s pictures should be up soon! ahhas.

she's the one;
Sunday, January 06, 2008;

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! hahas..

wahahhas. i just fiished 2 gp articles! teeheehees. today was a busy day. though its quite full-filling.. especially for the tummy! hahas.

hmm.how shd i start. let me think...

eh.. everyone woke up. maid was really sick at 41 deg. how sad for her new year.. GET WELL SOON, NEMIA! so yah, the day started at 10 plus for me. my family wanted to go out for a good lunch with my beloved kor kor who is leaving for the army in ten days time. so sad lah. rahs! i'll miss my big fat BROTHER!!!! kor!!!! anyway, that's not the point. yup. lunch. sat at the living room for a few hours deciding before we get changed appropriately. so yah. nothing was decided. so we went to changed. thanks to mama, who wore the dress she wore for her DandD cos she said she wont wear it to office. so yah. she asked me to company her and put on a dress, so i did. hahas. a new black and white dress. dress kay!!! and i think i look longer and slimmer in it. teeheehee. *blush* yup. i loooove that dress and i was telling my mother i will keep wearing that dress! and i kept looking into the mirror cos of it! hahas. oops, a bit zilian huh. lols. then, i dressed up for my mei. or should i say, decide what to wear for her. hahas. the girls took damn long until i think my dad was a bit pissed. oops. hahas. then, they decided to go to amk hub! like wth! hahas. wear so nice to amk hub? lucky i dint see anyone.

then here comes the phone. my aunt asked us to join them for buffet dinner at raffles town club. omg! so ended up not eating at fish and co. instead, with our dressing, we ended up at the food court! lols!!! and me and mum shared a korean meal. hahas. after that, it was still early, so we decided to watch a movie together without any jacket kay. power lah! "brave can". that's what my mei said.. it has been such a long time since we last did it lah. hahas. too bad dajie wasnt there. if not, full force power ranger. hahas. lame... anyway, we watched "i am legend". oh my goodness!!! it was damn exciting lah. i think my heart nearly hjumped out of my mouth and hid under the chair lah. hahas. my sis and i was like covering our eyes at certain parts of the show can. hahas. and there's this part, it was damn sad lah! that guy had to kill his own dog! rahs. and it was damn touching when he thought of the dog the next day. so i did what i was best at. cry again! rahs. so diu lian lah. and i turned to realise my mei was laughing at me. hahas.

after the show, it was freezing! we wanted to shop outside and thaw ourselves. before remembering that we needed the toilet! ahhas. OMG! we actually forgot we needed the toilet! hahas. yah. so we went back to the hub and ended up shopping there. and after that, DINNER!!! hahas. omg! stupid tanjusttin pulled me to eat so many rounds lah. lucky the vege is nice so i ate a lot of vege and little meat. so surprising lah! hahas. then force me to take so much ice cream also. and cakes! hahas. not force lah actually. hahas. yup.. then after filling our tummy with lotsa lotsa food, we left. hahas. then, my cousin passed me this bag. she said she borrowed this tee from me very long ago. when i opened it, i was so shocked!!! ahhas. i thought that tee was missing lah. tricia just asked me where it was the last time we stayed over at cyn's house! it was the tee we got for our thailand trip! ahhas. it had the elephant's sneezee on it kay! so memorable. hahas.

hahs. yup. then off we went. leaving for home! full and satisfied. then do work then blog. oh my god! i dint realise i was so in the mood to blog! just look at the length of this post!! woohoo! ahhas. guess i'm a happy happy girl today!!! heehee.

tmr is the first day of school and first day as ogl! hahas. i was telling my cousins that i would be expecting blur faces on the first day of school so i can imagine hers though she will be at vjc. hahas. enjoy, zhiling!!!! remember what my bro told you! teeheehee. xpxp

hahas. ok. i shall end this post here. guess its long enough and i shall not add on. hahas. sorry for making any of you read all this shit but yah, i'm a HAPPY HAPPY GIRL today!!! heehee. hmm. its supposed to be posted on 1st jan. and it's 12.07 now.. but oh well, i guess this happy girl cant turn back the time huh. hahas. bye!!!!!!

she's the one;
Tuesday, January 01, 2008;

yucks!!!

2607!!! our new timetable sucks!!! rahs. hahas. they still end so late lah! grrr...

monday: lesson up to 4.15 pm with afternoon pe! and 2 and a half hours of break! rahs. so late!
tuesday is one of the worst yet. actually class ends at 12.45 pm. then we have a darn long break for 3 hours before an hour of chinese. like OH MY GOD LAH CAN!!!! hahas.
wed: short day but what;s the use. co after that. duh~~~
thurs:a more decent day. but its darn late too! 4.45 pm dismissed leh. =(( and one and a half hour of breaks.
friday: the worst of all!!!! rahs roars rawrs!!! its so damn packed until 3.45 wih only half an hour of break after pe. imagine we end late for pe. rahs. then i have co after school. oh man. i am so going to pity my stomach on fridays! =((((((( thanks joel for consoling me that it will be "bring your own food day". ahahs i doubt there's time for that even. oh man.

DU ZI! XIN KU NI LE O!!!

what a timetable. thank goodness, my twin reminded me its only temporary. until Jay's birthday. 18 Jan '07. hahas. may my timetable be better after that.. heehee.

oh yah! its the last day of the year! but it seems shitty to me. i'm spending it at home with my homework this year. hahas. rahs. still have lots of work undone. yet, no motivation to do any! rahs. just spend the whole morning trying to finish up one gp essay. rahs. slipshod but who cares! its the holidays lah! 4 hours spent on a slipshod essay. how time-consuming! rahs. fortunately my teacher is not going to be daljit next year. she sounds scary! hahas. hmm.. hope everyone is enjoying their last day of the year! tata!

hey cousins!!! tmr is the last day of the holidays! are we going to the zoo as planned?! or are we going anywhere.... hahas. =))

off to play my psp! loco roco! here i come!!!!!! hahas. xpxp

bye 2007~~~~~ i'll miss you... =)

she's the one;
Monday, December 31, 2007;

ytd was the last day of ogl workshop but like quite dead huh. hahas. guess everyone is so in the holiday mood that they dont even want to step into the school. especially if the holiday is ending so soon! ahhas. but i feel ok. at least i got to see those people that i havent been seeing for the whole holidays. ahhas. hmm.. =))) love you all man! heehee. and i had lotsa presents. birthday girtfs and christmas gifts! =)) THANKS DES, YILIN, JOS AND GERALD!!!! +))))

but throughout the entire workshop, i was dead tired despite laughters. oops. hahas. cos i slept less than 10 hours for 3 days already! hahs. but the lack of sleep waas worth it!! =)) cos we had a stayover at cyn's house that day!!!! on the 26th of dec! hahas. it had been sooooooo long since i last met them can. oh my goodness. i miss them luh!!! hahas. it was supposed to be a christmas cum belated birthday celebration for me. hahas. hmm. we had so much fun like the way we used to. oh man. i'm starting to miss them already! rahs. anyway, they played a prank on me! they used relightable candles for my cake! so i was trying to blow off like nobody's business. heehee. though i was successful in really blowing out one or 2 of them.. heehee. who ask me to be from suona! hahas. =))) anyway. i love the presents!!!!! =)) though some of them seems quite intimidating! hahas. xp

next day, 27 dec.. oh my god!!! 6 sapphire class gathering worhs!! hahas. ths time its longer since we last met. probably 3-4 years can! hhas. and some people cant recognise me unless they thought of the big round face! ahhas. hmm. had a very nice dinner with them though there were lots who dint turned up. heehee. talked about the times we had in class and about certain people and their whereabouts. blah blah. and that seah yi yuan missed my pinches and beatings lah! lols. and shilam showed me the scar i gave him when we were in primary 2. oops. hahas. and he managed to go down by 20 kg in 1 and a half months! damn steady!!!!! oh man! pei fu pei fu! xp lionel cant recognize me. had a good catchup time with rene and huimin. james was quite quiet through the night. hmm, dint get to talk much to shihui, bohao and wanjoo though. cyn and abi? needless to say! hahs. yup.. that's about all!! damn cool!! =)))

she's the one;
Saturday, December 29, 2007;

i'm back!!! ahhas.

hong kong was great. really is 买东西吃东西买东西吃东西. shopped till 11 plus 12 every night and returning to hotel with loads of bag every night! shiok man i tell you. it damn shiok!!! ahahs.

anyway. i spent my birthday in ocean park and guess what. it has free admission for the birthday boy or girl. heehee. but too bad, i am not a hongkee. hheehee. =) anyway, i dunno why i spend money there to scare myself. hahas. but i had fun, laughing all the way! and i had 2 tattoos! one on my leg and the other at the back of my neck. ahhas. i shall show you all the pictures some other days. its temporary though. hahas. but its damn cool!!! heehee.

anyway, thanks people for the birthday messages~
thanks joel, xien, kwan chiu, angmoh, singwoon, ruihang, yuhan, eunice, jocelyn, yilin, yee chuan, daryl, dongxing, benjamin, diana, gerald, justin, justtin for the sms. sorry i wasnt able to reply cos i was overseas.
thanks abi, nicholas and zainul for the birthday tag as well!! hahas.

i shall be off to complete some of my work soon. tata!! =))

she's the one;
Thursday, December 20, 2007;